Out of all the Perfect I Prefer the Chaos

28 | Drifter | PNW | "By teaching me to read they taught me how to listen" Adam Phillips "I (..) think of marriage as a plate-glass window just begging for a brick. I don't like to think of myself as an insincere person but if I say I love you and don't mean it then what else am I?" -J. Winterson. Andrea Gibson once said, "It is no measure to be well adjusted to a sick society." Forgive them even if they are not sorry.

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  • Divas under the Influence drag brunch extravaganza with my favorite people. 💯🌈💕

    • 7 months ago
  • buttonpoetry:

    “I am learning that the difference between a garden and a graveyard is only what you choose to put in the ground.”

    — Rudy Francisco - “The Heart and the Fist”

    Source: buttonpoetry
    • 8 months ago
    • 1946 notes
    • 9 months ago
    • #gif
    • #portland
    • #airport
    • #travel
    • #lgbtq
  • ipreferthechaos:

    The things we keep. 

    sometimes hurt. 

    This was love then, wasn’t it?

    Source: ipreferthechaos
    • 1 year ago
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  • ipreferthechaos:

    Sometimes it hurts, series. 

    If only I could recall you. Missed moments

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    • 1 year ago
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  • Are you a Gold Star lesbian? (Just in case you don't know what it means, a Gold Star lesbian is a lesbian that has never had sex with a guy and would never have any intentions of ever doing so)
    Anonymous

    Certainly no intentions to. 👍🏼

    • 1 year ago
  • I hope life is well for you, I still hear noah and the whale and think of you, although I don't even remember you. I just know I always wanted to say sorry to you. -Jenna
    Anonymous

    I never expected you to remember me. But we couldn’t forget those late night coffee dates in that special little space in St Pete. Thank you for apologizing although I can’t recall why you left. Maybe that’s what you’re sorry for.

    • 1 year ago
  • It’s been a while tumblr.

    • 1 year ago
    • #pnwlife
    • #Pdx
    • #gfvibes
    • #inlove
  • It was just supposed to be an ab and bicep day but I knew @ltmz89 would give me crap if I didn’t get some cardio in. 8min on-off sprints At 7.5 with basic incline, and side and backward running. #fitlife #fitness #crosstraining #personaltrainer...

    It was just supposed to be an ab and bicep day but I knew @ltmz89 would give me crap if I didn’t get some cardio in. 8min on-off sprints At 7.5 with basic incline, and side and backward running. #fitlife #fitness #crosstraining #personaltrainer #intraining #lafitness #largo #sweatissexy #vegetarian #power

    • 3 years ago
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    • #intraining
    • #power
    • #personaltrainer
    • #vegetarian
    • #fitlife
    • #lafitness
    • #fitness
    • #largo
    • #sweatissexy
    • #crosstraining
  • My sweet niece came to visit.

    • 3 years ago
    • #Ava family
    • #2015
    • #love
  • aseaofquotes:
“Celeste Ng, Everything I Never Told You
”

    aseaofquotes:

    Celeste Ng, Everything I Never Told You

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    • 3 years ago
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  • “If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.”
    — (via schnapsliebe)

    (via braeking-points)

    Source: picsandquotes
    • 3 years ago
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  • 23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain

    tai-korczak:

    1. Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
    2. Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
    3. Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
    4. Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.
    5. Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.
    6. Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.
    7. Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.
    8. Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
    9. Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
    10. Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
    11. Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.
    12. Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening
    13. Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.
    14. Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.
    15. Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.
    16. Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
    17. Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.
    18. Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.
    19. Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.
    20. Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.
    21. Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.
    22. Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.
    23. Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

    (via braeking-points)

    Source: tai-korczak
    • 3 years ago
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    • 3 years ago
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